Have I been Con?
I broke up with my girlfriend lately. Very disappointed over it. However, something kept on disturbing me.
When we were together, she told me she needed a huge sum of money and I lent it to her. However, when the ordeal is over, I wanted to asked her for the money. I didn’t want to make it seems hush or straight foreword. So I resort to give hints instead. She was quick to pick it up and everything went for the worse. In the end, she did pay me most of the money and she told me she wanted to break up. But she wants me to buy her a camera to replace her broken one, otherwise she would not pay me the money. I had no choice but to agree during that time.
Now to think back of it. I felt like this whole event is a scam. I want to hear from others past experiences and suggestion.
Who are my friends?
Who are my friends? Do I have any? Many times these sort of questions flashes across my mind. Who are these people? Why do they do these things to me? Was it on purpose or may be it is just something that was overlooked. I will call them good pals to be on the safer side.
Friends that have known me for years can verify that I will do my best to help anyone that I know needs to be helped. I’ve always done my best in everything I do, even when I help someone. I won’t mind not receiving anything in return, however quite often it is even worse then that. Once these people don’t need me anymore, they pick on me, outcast me, and sadly, despise me. Only then I start to wonder, “Why did I ever bother to help them then?”.
I turn to God for confession and seek shelter. I ponder to myself to seek explanation to all this. Many times I wonder if this got to do with me? Is it my attitude towards people? I’m I really bad to face with this time after time? How come most of them just forget what I’ve done for them so quickly and easily? Especially when I helped them, I was told that it is one of their difficult times. Am I really that useless?
First Posting
Hi all,
This is my first posting for this blog to the World!
How exciting… my first mission here is to popular this blog. I intend to use this blog to vent my happiness and sorrows. If you would like to voice your views on my articles please do so. Kindly if possible. 
